discovering self discovery

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

ISN`T IT...............



.........................SO INCOMPLETE TO FEEL COMPLETENESS
........................ SO CIRCULAR TO WALK ALONG LINES
........................ SO INFINITE TO LIVE IN THE FINITE
......................... SO UGLY TO DEFINE BEAUTY
........................ AND SO NOT YOU.... TO KNOW YOURSELF!!!!

Monday, March 06, 2006

whats more beautiful??????????
an echo of silence or the silence of an echo
so many words that just fail to take shape of words
don really have an identity ,but are so there ....remain silent!!!
do we really try to understand that silence or do we simply hear it???
can every experience be moulded into words or do all those words fall silent.....
can we really say what we feel
may be ,because we are accquainted to speech
may be not because we are friends with silence too!!!
every face has a tale to tell
every tear which rolls down
wants to manifest into words...
but all these take shape of innnumerable letters on our souls...
so tell me what is more powerful ...
an echo of silence or the silence of an echo???

WANT................


want to be free
caught up in endless desires
want to fly
caught up in immense fear
want to help
caught up in selfishness
want to write
caught up in thoughts
want to express
caught up in words
want to dance
caught up in moves
want to feel my soul
caught up in being myself............................

Saturday, March 04, 2006

ARE SMILES ALWAYS HAPPY ??????????????
KEEP SMILING,she says ..........she says it everytime ..................
as she does ???????????????Happy for everybody else's happiness...................
But today i wonder did she ever wonder wht her happiness looked like??????????
Were those tender lips wanting to tell me something or..................... everything?
Were those tears wanting to roll down on my shoulders or were her eyes lying?????????????????????????????????were those tears hidden under her laughter?????????
Did she smile like she always did ......only to make me smile ???????????????
Now i know what torture i put her through..........
.......Just coz she wanted to make me smile????????????
For this she had to smile endlessly herself which killed some part of her soul inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




This is to all my frds....who ve made me smile all my way through to make my life much more easier for me!




ALL BOUT MULTIPLE PERSPECTIVES AND COLOURED PERCEPTIONS

its all bout different perspectives.......... different ways to look at the same thing...... having different opinions on the same issues .........reaching the same ideals through different paths.......thts all life is about..........one day this thought just passed my mind,although it doesnt make sense to the people around me.What if all of us as in every single individual on earth was born blessed with a distinct vision, wht if my RED was ur BLUE.... will we ever be able to figure out?????????????? when we are kids as far as i remember identifying colors is one of the first things we are taught........but can we actually define a shade ????????????isnt it a very personal experience it cant always be put down on words and i know all u people who are gonna read this are gonna find it a little absurd but i feel this is the reason bcoz of which we all have different perceptions and perspectives ..............................